I can't sleep. Been lying on my bed for almost four hours hoping that i would at least get some sleep when all I can do is to stare blankly at the ceiling and also listen to the sound of the spinning fan. Sometimes when I close my eyes, my mind would starts working faster as if preventing me from falling asleep. Starts to play my favourite playlist hoping it could somehow lullaby me to the wonderland or dreamland or whatsoever but to no avail. Trying to close my eyes just to wake up again and again wondering why I was unable to maintain my sleep even just for a few minutes. A feeling of envy arose when I look across the room and noticed that my roommate was sound asleep.
Somehow I feel that I was a vampire or glycans who lie awake only during night falls, hoping that the full moon to show me the true path ahead.
Goodnight Insomniac!
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I never like to talk in public even for just a small announcement. Thank you very much. Talking is really not my thingy. Let the work do the talking and you shut up, okay? Sometimes I wonder why those people can talk the talk but can't walk the talk. If you can't walk it, so don't even talk about it.
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Some people just don't understand and only think about themselves. Those kiasu of course, who else?
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Dr. Murali is laying a smack down at the library. Wanna watch him rumble tonight? Apparently I have to show to him that Physiology is my kind of stuff too, or else. . .
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Been updating myself with the current issue. A bit but not too much though. I'm not really into this stuff. Seemingly it has reached its edge on the arena of boredom.
Too much drama,
Too much acting,
Too much hatred,
Too much sweet talking,
Too much fight on who's right and who's wrong,
This is too much, Okay!!
Why can't be peace and quiet here just like yesteryears? Everyone wants peace and you're mad if you say you don't want some piece and quiet with some good quality time for yourself. I don't care about you as long as you do your part and I'll do mine.
Just shut up and do your job!
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Mom is coming to KL this week. Wanna go too. . .
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Currently focusing on the art of Studology; the ability to study and tidow at the same time (I wonder if that is even possible huh) I Need More Time, thank you!!!
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Forgive me for the randomness and weirdness of this post. Too much to think, too much to do.
"We rode and rode and nothing happen. Wherever we went, it was calm. peaceful and beautiful. You could call it a quiet evening in the mountains, I thought, if that hadn't been so wrong"
-Astrid Lingdgren, The Brothers Lionheart