You're dying. . .
1.
But you don't want to believe that you are sick.
You're dazed. Shocked that you are going to die. You try to denied it.
Your doctor seems lying to you. The doctor seems incapable to convince you that you're dying.
So you went 'doctor shopping' trying to find a doctor that would diagnose that you're healthy.
You search and keep on searching until you can find a doctor that can tell you that you're perfectly healthy.
But can you?
2.
So you're still sick and not a single doctors can tell you that you're not dying.
You got very angry and irritable. Your frustration about your illness seems endless.
You blamed your doctors for not able to practice their job decently.
And worse you blamed God, you blamed fate for what's happening to you.
Heck, you blamed everyone around you.
3.
You are still sick, and dying.
You begin to move to a more spiritual side of you.
You attempt to negotiate with God.
Pray and pray hoping that He can cure you.
Wishing that He'll grant you an eternal life.
You attempt to negotiate with your doctor.
Just so that in return you are cure from your illnesses.
Can't you see that you're bargaining yourself for a cure?
4.
So you're still sick I presumed.
You show symptoms of depression in you.
Hope is no longer an option in your mind.
No one can help you now.
You're so depressed that you try to attempt suicide as the final solution.
5.
Then finally you realize.
You accepted that there is life after death while becoming more religious in you.
To be able to talk about death and not 'fear death'. You accepted to die, finally.
I'm sure you live long enough to at least understand this.
That death is inevitable and universal.
Everyone will face it one day.
It's just a matter of time. . .
*Thank you Elizabeth Kubler-Ross for this theory
*This is for my M&S paper, remember dino or you'll be cursed with this 5 stages
